Guilty, Sacrifice and In Love ~ ♥...:::Dazzling Love:::...♥

After her friends had left them, there is only Moon and Star left alone in the chat room. Star did not understand what had happened and asked Moon. She doesn't seems like 'very okay' about it. She started to ask Star " How could u say that to my friend??". By then , finally he gets what going on and its about the silly question he ask Cloud about his pose. But he doesn't meant to tease or attempt to defame Cloud. He was just tryin his best to get along with her friends so that he could make a good impression for her. However, things turning grey for him and it was the 1st time ever Moon confronted him. Star felt so bad that he's almost gonna cry a little but still able to hold his tears from falling. Star felt so regretful and say 'sorry' to her ='(. She says that it will be fine for Cloud as she knows Cloud better. She also says that before Cloud left... Cloud ask Moon to scold Star for him cuz he doesnt like the way Star acted. Moon tried to but the end, she didn't do it cuz she does'nt feels like doing it to Star. That is what she said to Star. (Maybe she doesn't hurt him any deeper again)
   Finally, Star couldn't hold up his tears anymore when he heard what Moon said. He couldn't help it but his tears to fall. Star has not cried like that for so long but he did it finally that day T.T... He felt the pain in his heart but 'WHY??' he wondered... even he also doesn't know why would his heart felt that pain. The pain was like few nails flowing around in his heart or that his heart is expanding it's size but blocked by the ribs bone. He hold his chest and tried to control it. He didnt know that it could be so hurtful. Star couldn't stand it and became very moody.He lied to Moon that he need to have a break for awhile and went offline. After shutting down his computer, he went to his bed in his room and lock himself. He cried on his bed. Before he went to sleeps to calm down himself, he sms-ed to Moon about his situation and that he was really sorry about what had happened. His eyes is tiring cuz of the tears and he slept.
   A couple hours later, he woke up and feels better as his heart doesn't feels that much pain anymore. However, the great sense of guilty was still there remained the same. He still doesn't feels well of what he had done. So, he had decided to look for Cloud and talked to him. For the whole day, he had been in front of computer screen waiting for Cloud to online again. Meanwhile, Star look for the other friend who was in that chat room as well and apologised to her for his rude behavior.
   Finally, after all the a whole day waiting, Cloud had finally online. Star breathes in and out heavily before starts to chat with him. Star told him that Moon had told him everything and he was really sorry about his acts.At that time, Star was ready and expected to be scolded. ( He rather be scolded than being hated by Moon and her friends). But ... surprisingly, Cloud is not angry anymore and had forgiven him. He also warned Star not to incur his wrath again : 'not to makes him angry again'. Star really glad and felt relieved alot after feels stress and being very moody for the whole day ^^. They been chatted for awhile and able to get along well ... xDD. He also really happy that finally he could get along with her friends that she introduced ealier. It was like nightmares had finally passed by. x3
   After that, he went look for Moon and told her everything is fine being handled of. ^^ She is also happy and realived that Cloud and Star could finally get along. She says to Star that he actually do not have to do anything about it. Star was not doing it for himself but doing it for her. Making her smiles and happy again would always makes Star happy as well. =) Thats whats reli matters to him....
  The feelings for her had getting stronger and thoughts of her always been in Star's head. He realised that he had officially in love with Moon and he believes that the feeling was real and strong. <3 However, Moon does not believe it when Star told her at first cuz she thoughts it was actually too early for him to fall for her as they just gets to know each other. >.< Star felt a bit dissappointed that she don't believe him in this but .... oh well  =P.... one day he will prove to Moon that his feelings was real and never gives up.... and hopefully she would accept him ~ x3 ♥♥